Crap. Jp went to cavite to work. That's our guitarist. I'd hate to replace him and I'd rather not. We have got to have the worst luck out there. We don't even have a steady drummer yet. Just done get why this has to happen to us. People say that the band has Olongapos better members. Well except me. I'm a turd on stage. But i really want to get this band thing up and going.

There goes that Negative thinking again. I was told awhile ago by a friend that i need to see help. Bah.Rather not go to a shrink or whoever.

As of 2 days ago, it was Fiesta time over here in this town. Take it from me, Never wake up at 4 in the afternoon when you gotta visit relatives and friends. Its just way too busy. And this years food was Meh everywhere. My 'lil Sisters friends came during that time. Me and Gieboy nicknamed 2 dudes (one of them was probably gay) Joe and Iggy since they look like said persons. Except they most likely know nothing about whatever scene they're trying to run with. Joe seemed gay too. Edcel, an old friend of mine at this town, told me how joe cant stand san miguel beers. Beggars can't be choosers right? Well he couldn't deal with it. To top it off they opened bottles and didn't drink it. So we had to finish it. What a waste of my sisters cash.

Oh, couldn't sleep before the festivities. Kinda. It went like this. Me , Quiapo and Gieboy were on the way to Rapis grandads place. Somewhere on the highway,Old school wooden house with a chicken area.It was around 1 am and rapi asked us to bring him a beer so he could sleep since hes getting way too creeped out watching the house by himself. While they talked about Deathnote (I dropped out of DN fan forums since discussions are 10 episodes old) Gieboys eyes kept shifting around and they said they can hear someone "pssting" them. Sorry rapi but we gotta go. Ok creepy part, when i unlocked the van and went inside the drivers side i noticed some handkerchief that wasn't there awhile ago on the side mirror. As in, it just appeared. Cue in everyone to go all bug eyed. Yeah it was creepy but kinda cool too. Hell no I'm keeping that thing near me. Gieboy told rapi to just go inside and sleep.Kinda makes me wonder if he did sleep after seeing that.

Jimboys flight got canceled since he couldn't get any pocket money. Apparently his dad got screwed over at the place where hes slaving off at. So it looks like we wont see him until October.

I really need to get my own digicam. really really want it bad.

Well , Can't think straight now. Messing around with my cousins games and Guitar Hero 2. So I'm going to go ahead and sign off.