Tuesday, May 29, 2007

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So i thought i would be staying at olongapo for just 3 days . I wasn't really informed of my band mates birthday coming up so i stayed alot longer then i would usually have. and that was a blast, and so was the 3 day high school gig that was such a laugh and the cosplay event at the mall of Asia and all the drama and whining and bitching and backstabbing and 12 year old girls telling parents about how my place is like. I tell you that has got to be the best part of this month.

To the people who found out about my blog, the people who aren't even supposed to be reading this and to the same people i am talking about in this post, I Am Not Your Mother. You can go home and eat there, you can go ahead and leave my home to go chill with someone else. I am not forcing you to stay at my place and i am not complaining about you leaving. But when you start saying to parents about how i didn't feed you and when you start telling people who aren't even involved in this whole mess about how its supposedly my fault that this and this happened , when you start lying to to everyone else about what happened here that's when you cross the line. But no , I'm not doing anything. Why waste my time telling people how your lying.What do you think i am? No my friend we are totally different. I'm not going to stoop down to your level. i already know what your doing and what your waiting for me to do.

But this is my page isn't it?

Imagine having a group of friends who you thought were the best you could find, imagine how you think that this group will last forever, imagine that the group your in is the envy of everyone in the town. Got the picture? now imagine that 70% percent of them was just hanging with you because you have things that they wont be getting in their near by future. Imagine that everyday you put them before yourself and once you stop giving the don't just bite your hand , they rip it out burn it and leave their shit all over it.

you see, in this country of 2 peso cigarette sticks and no legal drinking age, the more you have , the more friends you have. Take note the word friend is used loosely. You see if your awfully nice and like to share what you have then you ll have friends of course. They aren't your real friends though , they re just being nice to you since you gave them something. Nice to you so that they can get it again. once you invite them to your little circle that's when you ll see who's real or not. that's when you ll see who's gonna stay and who's just in it for the party. Ive seen it happen to the too nice girls who hang out with us. i cant believe it hap pend to me. i thought i was careful i thought this was solid. But as hinted by a certain little observer who asked me "Do they really help around?" all of what they showed me is complete bullshit. Guess that's how it works around here. and once you stop giving, they will stop hanging with you and start showing what they really think of you. or tell how much you've changed.

i have not changed and i know it. What probably "changed" was my reluctance to give out stuff and bring them places where they cant afford to go. If its because you guys cant go to my house anymore i direct your attention to my sister who said for me to just bring 2 friends since everyone else just go here for the food. Very observant yes. If you want to argue she will gladly go to where ever you are.Name the place and date and lets see how you ll talk to her. Which is why you guys aren't allowed at my place anymore. you go here when theres a party sometimes none at all and all you do is eat and play PS2 and hog the computer. this one especially goes out to the one who Told my brother to wait while he finishes his stupid myspace profile and to the one who opened up my families private folders. Folders which clearly had the names of my sisters mother and brother underneath the little icon. Folders which you shouldn't be looking at but did anyway. Did i ever open up your bag to see if threes any chocolate? no. And how dare you open my sisters folder then proceed to tell people whats in that folder. Just who do you think you are? well not like a third year high school drop out would understand any thing I'm typing here since its in English right?Not like i told my sister about that. I'm waiting for the big one.

Did you guys not like it when my cousins came and i didn't ask you guys to tag along? if you cant even speak to my sisters or brothers, what makes you think you have a chance talking with my cousins who's tagalog is very rusty.That's all you guys had to do to keep on the good side of my sister, just talk. have a conversation just talk about random junk. But apparently you guys were way too busy checking who's hot on myspace and narutard 3 or whatever on the playstation. Just show you actually know who lives in the house by talking and it couldve been OK. Not only that but telling all your other friends how much of a place this is? You make it sound way too good like some kind of dream getaway mansion which it is not. Which was supposed to be a hangout for a few select became everyones wish-to-go-to place.

Not only do you have to leave a mess and complain about it, but you also want to have my 2 friends out of the place too? By telling his parents about the apartment and past cases that are already forgiven and forgotten? and at the same time making me look bad too. Sorry but his parents know better. They know i am paying for the place and they know you could just scoot out that door peacefully. his father didn't take it kindly though. He was pretty pissed off that my friend was hanging out with that kind of company.If they really do want the parents involved lets see if they can talk to my own parents about this matter. Lets see how good and righteous they ll look like.

And since this whole things happened, they pretend in front of me like nothings going on. Like a bunch of high school girls , you showed yourself that your really just cheap cold hard plastic.Plastic fighting over this house which you have no right to complain about since I'm paying the rent and feeding your worthless mouths.Do you really think i wont find out about what you say and what you spread about me at your hangout?i may not know everything, but i know enough.Like i said , stop giving and you ll find out the truth from them.

This whole thing even goes back before i had my own place. Even in our little hangout on base, it was always me and jim paying for everything. then one day we decided to give them a little piece of our mind. we told them how we felt and that they are wrong and one guy has the balls to tell us that Money is not important in friendship.Which i agree is true. So why did you guys leave when i stopped giving? just what part of that sentence was true to you?

Just what did you guys give to me anyway? Think about what i gave to you. Remember that time you were walking around near my place and got stabbed? who brought you to the hospital and who payed the bills? remember bringing your little f-buddy without telling me, i let that slip by.you even had to bring your mindless fistfights inside my place.

We all know who's wrong and who's right here. and we all know if word gets out about this whole thing, you guys will be the one moving out of olongapo. Why you guys are making the first move and being aggressive? i have no idea. I have alot more to say, but im getting tired of talking about you guys.

IN OTHER NEWS :

Looks like i dont have to post up pictures of my little cosplay escapade. All you have to do is google up mangaholix cosplay and youll be shifted to various deviantart sites. The joys of the internets :D Although my shots are pretty terrible since it was a friends digicam, some of the shots were a blast since my friend always managed to get a hold of the weapon and weild it. We got there at around 11 am and i was already tired due to lack of sleep.



Oh wait, i am sleepy. ive been typing since 3 am all the way till 7 and im still online. Ill take a nap and be right back.

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