You put out a cigarette in a tray after dumping a bunch of matches in it and what do you get? Well it pretty much looks like fun , seeing Chain reactions and that sound of a newly burnt match. That pretty much describes how the suburb life is working for me.

You put out a bad habit, you know its wrong for you, you swear its your last smoke and your quitting. You left all these matches in that tray that you bring with you everywhere in the house.You put out your cigarette, then everything in it burns until you have nothing left except for that Filter still white while everything is blackend with ash around.

I think im putting too much thought in this though. But still , it always brings me back to when me and him would talk about nothing and waste boxes of sticks on this stupid thing.

Funny how what we did before is a perfect description for whats happening now.