I would like to get the band going but the bassist stopped being the bassist because he tells me he isn't good at what he does so he took up the frontman spot as soon as it was available. For 3 months nothing happened just because he didn't want to play bass. Hey, I don't want to play guitar and sing at the same time BUT SOMEONE HAS TO DO IT. Remember that we are in a place that has no one that listens to what we listen to. So pick up your feet and do something. But no. Just skateboard and forget everything we had. Fine. Not really just 3 months, more like ever since I put him in the band. I guess he never wanted to be a part of this project of mine. Good thing The Other Dude is there and isn't going anywhere. I hope. It seems like such a petty thing. It probably is. I guess it wouldn't be if he just flat out told me that he doesn't want to do it anymore and he's just been saying yes to shut me up. The little things in life he says. Well I can't stand the routine and the politics of that scene. The little things. As if I don't appreciate the little things when I remember the movies we used to watch and the small talk. I thought we could get out of this town together. I just got a heavy heart from you.