A Bomb

You know that feeling of where you space out and you haven't had enough rest? Yeah if I know what it feels like to be high you can just call it that and if I were to compare it to how strong that high is to that of recreational medicals substances compared to each other then I'd probably put this under Doomweed. I'm going in and out of a vortex. My head is leaning here and there. My eyes are more fucked up then the usual and despite the exhaustion I think its pretty worth staying awake for 3 days and 6 hours for this particular feeling. If I lean my head back I might doze off. I am honestly pretty tired from the whirl of events and emotions that happened and exploded in the course of the three days of hanging at the city where I put past demons aside and having a good time. Kinda?


I went to the city to catch the EP launch of a band. That was an excuse for me to get out of the house to just hang out with other people and not talk about epic rare t6 whatnot items in WoW. Yes an excuse. I don't really know the band much. I can't even give it a good listen since some songs are in tagalog. So no offense and to apologize when I get my cd back I'll digest those songs nice and well. Hey at least I went to the show right? Thats another 100 clams for them. Besides, Rather watch a band like Mocha then to spend 500+ on a ticket for the annual gathering of the most disgusting rawkers/cosplayers to listen to songs that I have easy access to.

It was my second time going to this particular bar. The first time I went here was , when I think about it now, is really similar to how my next visit would go. having to be escorted there, a fight breaking out, a bands EP launch and not sleeping. Yeah Its all very similar. Definitely a conspiracy. Yeah.

One thought that just popped in my head. I first met Lace at this place and it feels like it happened again since this is the first time we've seen each other for years. Except this time we do a dance of hugs. Yeah I really miss that girl and wish we could hang more often. It's nice to see her all smiles instead of the very real depression that I've heard she went through. No, It's just nice to see her.

It's just nice seeing almost all the people who matter to you in one day and after that one day comes the inevitable high you get where you feel like if you take one step back you'll fall and wont be back up for awhile so you keep walking forward even to places unknown to you where you'd take the risk of getting lost to the risk of losing.

It was a beautiful 80 hour day.