I finally talked to her. After months of staying silent and avoiding her , I mustered up the courage to send her a little hello which then turned into an all night talk even going over to texting. It was weird. I was expecting her to ignore me because i heard thats what she wanted so i was pleased that she didnt. I missed that girl after all. I guess the past is past and we can still be friends. Its kind of a downer since she has alot of guys chasing her.Even after she told me she just wants to see her friends falling instead of her. Oh well.