Unknowingly I gave some things to other people. Things I used to enjoy using but am not anymore. I used to be able to eat anything and I was always hungry. Now I struggle to bring a cup of water, a spoon of rice in my mouth. I feel worthless but that's not very new. Except that I really do feel worthless now. No money, no job, no talent, nothing to be remembered by. I feel like I'm holding the last few pages of the book that is my story. I feel like it's almost time to say goodnight to everything. Sic Transit Gloria. No one would care.