Sunday, April 25, 2010

Piano (Also, I'm sorry blogspot)

*NOTE THIS WAS ORIGINALLY POSTED ON MY FACEBOOK ON NOV 18*

I want to talk about this one girl for a bit. Shes quite awesome you see. We were friends for awhile and thanks to facebook we started talking a bit again after a year of not talking to each other.

A week before I went to olongapo to start my new student life I bought a sun sim to keep in touch with my then-girlfriend and browsed friendster to check out profiles of people that lived at the area. You know, I didnt want to go to a new town with no one to hang out with or whatever and maybe get a little heads up of how the city life is like over there. This one particular girl who I barely knew at the time posted something up on the bulletin boards saying she has a new sim number. So I click her profile and well what do you know shes from olongapo. Allright cool, Commented on her profile and said something like "yo dawg im totally going to go ball busting at the citeh dawg ayt ayt shawty wheres the nearest starbucz?" or soemthing like that to which she kindly replied, Oh yeah sure we can text. So then we started texting for a bit and I saw this other girl on her list who was from olongapo and I started talking to her a bit too. Then I asked the awesome girl "So whos this hot chick over here dawg shes like so uber fine shawty" To which she kindly replied "Oh that hoebag? Avoid her she has herpes. Shes like the youngest slut ever and banged more guys then me". So I stopped talking to girl 2 because well, Herpes is bad (wasnt my plan to get laid anyway, More on that later). So me and awesome girl started talking and whatever and I moved to olongapo and didnt show up to her for my first 4 months there I think.

Met some people at the school and well, I asked them if they knew Michelle Clobes because well, Mitch looked scene and knows the band I was thinking, maybe these scene-y looking guys know her and , This is where I learned that the city is small, Yeah theyre friends with her bf and hes going to the school to hang out with them. Later. So I met the guy and, no offense Mitch, But first thing I noticed about him was He looked like a less buff miniature pacquiao. So what came to my mind was "god damn this shawty mitch, shes got a heart of gold bling ayt yo".

3 months later I finally grew the balls to go out there and meet Michelle. I mean, When I say "grew balls" I really do mean like, I woke up, found something weird in my pants and when I checked it while peeing it fucking glowed with a magnificent light you only see when you get the hookshot in the treasure chest from the Legend of Zelda games. It was awesome till I noticed it wouldnt stop glowing. I had no awesome shirt to wear and my hair was a mess since I bleached it blonde. Worse, Wed be meeting at her high school. and yeah. oh god. It was cool hanging out at the canteen with you mitch and I still have that picture.

We talked alot. About everything really. And one night she was having problems with her then BF. I remember asking her "Yo mitch my dawg fo fizzle gizzle no mizzle fizzle?" *Hey, anything I can do to help out?* and she said "yeah, Lets get over to Nice place and find marwin, Can you bring your car?". So there I go driving to her place in the middle of her night, getting lost, circling round her place 5 times looking for her and not getting what she was telling me on where she was and the 7th time I circled I saw her sitting at the curb. Kinda not hard to see her since like my balls, She glows in the fucking dark. I see her, I pull up next to her, She opens the door and fucking triple somersaults in and we fly to nice place. Yeah shes awesome, shes like half American half shinobi master ninja or something. I look at her, she looks at me all awkward and stuff and I said " You do realize your still getting in a car with a stranger?" She said meh, I trust you.

We land at nice place and well, Nice place is like the most emo place of all since all the scene kids drink there so lotsa drama would be happening that night. I go in there with mitch and she finds her bf, gives her something and says to me lets go. So there I am driving, almost halfway to her place and the guy texts me to please please please come back. I show mitch the message and she tells me oh god lets hurry over to the place. I get there pretty fast and you know its pretty fast when you drive around the area and you feel like your driving over the moon and all your clothes in the back goes flying everywhere. Her then-BF wasnt there though and his friends are telling us he ran , like, seriously he ran chasing the van when we first left and could still be chasing us. Shit shit shit shit shit shit shit oh look, Hes coming towards us already. Damn hes good. And then mitch and him hug and cry or whatever and I smoke and watch the scene, cant help but laugh since michelle kinda has to bend forward to hug him right.

I think they broke up soon after that. yeah im pretty sure they did coz me and him were talking about it, and his cousins place was close to my dads pad and I dropped by and oh my god the apartment was littered with pringles, lays, taco left overs and MOTHER FUCKING EXTREME EXPRESSO PIZZA HOW THE FUCK DO YOU JUST LET THAT LAY AROUND LIKE THAT EAT IT ALL UP MOTHER FUCK OHMGWTF. Oh yeah, he was a mess. I think he was high too. Oh yeah, he did kinda get high right in front of me when I went there. Not sure what he took but it involved injecting himself. He and his cousin asked me to stay the night and watch movies so I did but they fell asleep first. So yeah ate the whole pizza. It was morning and I just couldnt sleep but I didnt want to be rude and just leave and not say anything or wake them up so I did the old school romansa way and left a note on the bed saying I had to go. After that I heard stories that he was getting more and more self destructive. And mitch was getting more and more sad coz she didnt have anyone to hang out with anymore since everybodys friends with her ex.

But what the fuck, I had friends too that didnt hang out with him and weve been talking alot by that time. I asked her if she wanted to hang out and goof around and meet new people and drive on base to which she agreed to. Yeah fuck that hot day. I was late and when I got to the meeting point, there were the dudes and there was mitch moping around being anti social and looking cool by smoking. After some awkward introductions we drove over to Dutyfree to look for sugar free koolaid to dye my hair then we hung out at our exclusive spot at the petron gas station and drank a bit despite the afternoon heat. I hoped what I did for her at that time helped her get out of her rut.

Oh man mitch, remember the time we went to see that free concert and we picked you up and Pj was really creepy and I was all sad over jois? man what a night.

And then you surprised me by showing up at my apartment? Quiapo told me he'll bring his new girl to the place and well what do you know, you show up.

And when all the shit broke down you stood by my side. you stood by me and jois' side. You made sure me and jois stayed allright. Sometimes Id come home to find you and jois drinking gin and having fun.

And then you had to leave my side, but came back to me to open my eyes on the faults that I did, and the fault thatad she did which made me leave her?

And the time you told me to make myself useful and jump off a cliff? man.

You and me, we had some good times and some bad times. Your like, one of my favorite friends to hang out with even though I didnt talk too much. I was there for your shitty times, And you were there for mine. and after that we didnt talk at all. until when was that, last month or 2? Yeah when you added me here I was wary that this was some ploy or whatever. I msged you and reminded both of us of that shitty moment but you and your heart full of gold bling said that meh, whatever, its over. lets start this over again. lets just reset. It took of a really heavy weight off my shoulders because honestly, I missed you. And im being gross and cheesy and gushy on the god damn internet so yeah sorry. But I felt like writing this down ever since this morning. You know, coz those were some really good times we had dude. Right now, I wish I had you at my side , smoking somewhere having a bottle between us and just talking, especially at this point of time in my life. I mean, You and me, we used to talk about absolutely everything, even our first times getting laid.

Plus I think it was around this time that we first started talking online. So yeah, where ever you are, stay safe and happy, keep it real, keep loving. and you deserve the best. Great friend she is.

See you in December? :)

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